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    Are You There?

    Post by chronic on Sun Aug 08, 2010 1:35 pm

    Prologue.

    Dear Journal,
    How did I get into this mess? I don't know what to do with my life. I don't know what I want or who I want.
    I'm just so confused. I thought that this was the twenty first century. I thought that the world had matured
    beyond this, but I'm not so sure. Whenever I try to apologize to Melissa, she just ignores me and turns to
    her new friends. "What a dyke," I'll always hear from behind. I don't know what to think, if only I could turn
    back time. If only I could've kept my big mouth shut. I wish somebody could help me. I wish I was loved.
    I'll write later,
    Friend.
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    Post by chronic on Sun Aug 08, 2010 1:57 pm

    Chapter One.

    Summer. My favorite time of the year. Sometimes I'll just lay there in the grass and smell everything around me.
    I love the smell of freshly cut grass. I even love the tickle on my leg that I feel when small bugs crawl all over me.
    I imagine that I am some sort of huge natural being that draws their interest in easily. I guess that's what all people
    are, I'm just one of the few who is okay with accepting it. Whenever Melissa and I have a picnic, she always wears
    pounds of bug spray on her skin to ward off the 'menacing pests'. I guess that's what I love about her: how different
    she is from me. While I could spend hours just sitting there, she needs to constantly move, whether it means taking
    a walk or jump roping or jogging on a treadmill. I suppose it is good for me to move, it's a way to burn calories, but
    I just don't see the joy in it. When you move, you can't notice the little things. One of my favorite things to do when
    I'm alone is to sit on a bench in the middle of the main street in our town and just watch the pedestrians. I especially
    love it when I see a small toddler with a leash around them. I don't know why, but such a sight sets me into the most
    uncontrollable giggles. I could only imagine myself at that age and picturing my parents placing a leash around my
    small waist. I would probably sit there calmly while they pulled me, dragging my butt on the sidewalk pavement.


    I'm weird. Yes, I can just go out and say it. I'm weird. At school, when people pass me in the hallway, I am usually
    on the receiving end of confused looks. During lessons, I'll raise my hand and contradict my teacher in every way
    possible, even if I know that I am wrong. I just like to see how the teacher reacts. I love to argue and to express my
    opinion, but I guess people just wish I'd shut up so that they could learn what they need to know for the test and go
    home. When I meet a person, the last thing they will find out about me is my name, which is an oddity in itself. The
    name on my birth certificate is Amazonsia, but I make people call me Amazons. Or just Amazon. Usually if I hear
    the 'Amaz' part, I won't pay attention to the rest, knowing that they are talking to me. Unless of course they say
    'Amazing', then I sound narcissistic. That was a joke. I joke around a lot, but people don't really laugh. I suppose
    when you try to be funny, that is when you are not. People laugh when I'm serious and sometimes I'll just play it
    off as if it was a joke, but it wasn't. I just don't want them to feel stupid and I enjoy knowing I can make people
    laugh. I babble a lot and ramble, and sometimes completely forget what I was talking about in the first place. I
    don't really know who I am yet, but I'm going to be a junior, which is the most stressful year of high school, so I
    guess I'll know soon. I don't know, for now I'm just trying to enjoy the summer.
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    Re: Are You There?

    Post by madi of suburbia on Sun Aug 08, 2010 2:00 pm

    love it mir! continue!
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    Re: Are You There?

    Post by sb on Sun Aug 08, 2010 5:16 pm

    This reminds of The Perks of Being a Wallflower; a book that I absolutely adored.

    I like this, sweets<33
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    Re: Are You There?

    Post by Morgayne on Sun Aug 08, 2010 5:23 pm

    love it, Mir <3
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    Re: Are You There?

    Post by LaurenElizabeth on Mon Aug 09, 2010 1:16 am

    I love this! Please write more:)
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    Re: Are You There?

    Post by amber- on Mon Aug 09, 2010 1:24 am

    Oooh this is different! (in a very good way)
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    Re: Are You There?

    Post by chronic on Mon Aug 09, 2010 7:58 pm

    thanks girlies (:



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    Re: Are You There?

    Post by AshleyBrooke on Mon Aug 09, 2010 8:36 pm

    Love it(:

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