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So, I said goodbye.
I said it a thousand times.
I warned you twice.
No, I warned you three times.
About the day where I would go, away.
Like how sand hides everything that lies.
You didn't believe me.
You never did.
Everyone didn't believe me.
Yet, I always thought that when I left,
things would be better than it was before.
I thought that when I said goodbye, you'll
rejoice with joy.
From above, though I see, in much clarity
that you're not okay.
No one's okay.
People whom I didn't even know, aren't okay.
Then that was when he tapped me on the shoulder and
told me that this is the result to what I've done.
I let a selfish choice get the best of me,
and decided that leaving the world full of hopes
&dreams would be best...for me.
So I cried and then my tears turned into rain.
For I never know my leave could cause such a pain.
I never knew that people cared about me.
I never knew that people loved me.
I always thought that people loathed me.
I always thought that people would see what they wanted to see.
They didn't look in too deep. They didn't want to believe what
was truly me.
Which was why, I decided to leave.
Afraid of everything that was dragging me.
I didn't know better and though I tried, everyone denied
that I was alive.
So now, I stand, watching everyone wishing and praying to die.
Because of me. All because of me they see that they want to die.
Because of me.
Because of Me.
AN: BLAH. I'm crying right now... Let's just say
that this weekend's been so hectic. This is a result to everything
that has happened.
I said it a thousand times.
I warned you twice.
No, I warned you three times.
About the day where I would go, away.
Like how sand hides everything that lies.
You didn't believe me.
You never did.
Everyone didn't believe me.
Yet, I always thought that when I left,
things would be better than it was before.
I thought that when I said goodbye, you'll
rejoice with joy.
From above, though I see, in much clarity
that you're not okay.
No one's okay.
People whom I didn't even know, aren't okay.
Then that was when he tapped me on the shoulder and
told me that this is the result to what I've done.
I let a selfish choice get the best of me,
and decided that leaving the world full of hopes
&dreams would be best...for me.
So I cried and then my tears turned into rain.
For I never know my leave could cause such a pain.
I never knew that people cared about me.
I never knew that people loved me.
I always thought that people loathed me.
I always thought that people would see what they wanted to see.
They didn't look in too deep. They didn't want to believe what
was truly me.
Which was why, I decided to leave.
Afraid of everything that was dragging me.
I didn't know better and though I tried, everyone denied
that I was alive.
So now, I stand, watching everyone wishing and praying to die.
Because of me. All because of me they see that they want to die.
Because of me.
Because of Me.
AN: BLAH. I'm crying right now... Let's just say
that this weekend's been so hectic. This is a result to everything
that has happened.
