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The night air encases my skin, covering each inch with a stinging wind. I feel no one beside me, and the night falls from my longing fingertips again. All I wanted was one moment of love.
And now I'm all alone again, nowhere to turn, no one to go to.
They’ve all left me, I think. My parents, my friends. All after one stupid mistake and I have nothing but a journal and tears to keep me company. I am nothing, I know this. Nothing.
Without a home, without a friend, without a face to say hello to
But the night air turns into warmth, and the tears have dried away. He is in my presence, his warm skin and misty blue eyes that haunt me in my dreams. The stars twinkle above me, ever so perfectly. And I breathe in the scent that reminds me of him.
But now the night is near and I can make-believe he's here
His arms are around my waist, as we walk through the empty streets of the night. My head rests in his shoulders, and I talk to him, and he talks to me. There is no one, but the silence of the night. And me, dreaming about what will never be.
Sometimes I walk alone at night, when everybody else is sleeping
I imagine him kissing me, and holding me, and caressing my empty body, with nothing to hide us but the world. He wants me, and I want him, and I need him to live. He is my everything.
I think of him and then I'm happy, with the company I'm keeping
They are asleep, and it’s just us, hidden in the shadows of darkness, of the secrets we’d have to keep.
The city goes to bed and I can live inside my head
There is no one, a thought says to me, no one but you and your silly games that you play. Is he by you? Or do you think about him so much that he comes to you?
On my own, pretending he's beside me
His hand in is in mine, holding it softly. I feel the spark my older sister you to tell me when a boy you love touches your hand, fly up my spine. It’s magic, and it’s real. It’s just want I want to feel, and I love it. I love it. I love him, and he doesn’t know it yet.
All alone, I walk with him 'til morning
Rain falls onto us. He doesn’t get wet, but I am soaked to my skin. He wraps me up in a hug. And he doesn’t let go.
In the rain, the pavement shines like silver
He takes me by the river, and holds me tightly. The moon reflects on it, and smiles upon us. The silver glow is magical. My lips feel his, and we kiss, underneath the trees that are only there at night.
All the lights are misty in the river. In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And he holds me tighter and tighter till I can only feel him, and his body that is so close to mine. We are still kissing, and kissing, and kissing so much in love. We fall onto the ground, and are still kissing.
And all I see is him and me forever and forever
But he is barely a whisper now, disappearing from me. I just want to have him, but something inside me tells me it’s nothing but a trick of the mind.
And I know it's only in my mind, that I'm talking to myself and not to him
His eyes aren’t looking at me. Instead, a beautiful girl with long flowing hair and perfect skin comes up to him, and kisses him the way I want him to kiss me. I am now awake, and the sun has risen from the grave of night.
And although I know that he is blind, still I say there's a way for us
Was it all a nightmare, or reality?
I love him, but when the night is over
I stretch and yawn, wondering if it was all a dream. My lips feel untouched; my rags are still there; my hands feel unheld ad lonely. Where did he go?
He is gone .The river's just a river
People walk out of their houses. I hide in the shadows, and watch. Winter has come, and taken my lovely spring that was here, tonight. No more showers of rain, no more trees, and no more love. I feel my insides start to die, and my heart feels cold and bitter.
Without him, the world around me changes. The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers
Where was last night kiss? I finally see him with the naked eye. He looks my way, and then looks away, ashamed to have even laid eyes on me. His hand is in hers, like his was in mine last night. The ice heart breaks into a million pieces, and the tears flow down like last night’s rain.
I love him, but every day I'm lonely
He has disappeared once again, and I shake with sorrow. He is beautiful and worthy of another. I can go to the dogs, and not a single soul shall care if I am alive. What a pitiful world. I begin to walk away. He doesn’t look my away again.
All my life I've only been pretending. Without me, his world will go on turning,
My tears fall down, and my breathing is ragged. I find a rusty knife by the river. Someone left it here. Its smooth blade is sharp and cold, just like the millions of pieces. I feel my knees come out from under me.
The world is full of happiness that I have never known.
I don’t know what to do. But, I remember when I was beaten, the pain that came to me was worse than the emptiness I felt inside. I take it to my bare wrist, and the blade seeps into my skin.
I love him
For all the times I’ve dreamed about him. The blood makes me dizzy.
I love him
For all the times he’s never let me look him in the eye. A thousand days of torture.
I love him
And for all the times he’s kissed her, and not me. The smell is overwhelming.
But only on my own
the song is on my own. credits to Sarah Beth for the song thing. it's really fun to write in. so, that's it. okaybye.
And now I'm all alone again, nowhere to turn, no one to go to.
They’ve all left me, I think. My parents, my friends. All after one stupid mistake and I have nothing but a journal and tears to keep me company. I am nothing, I know this. Nothing.
Without a home, without a friend, without a face to say hello to
But the night air turns into warmth, and the tears have dried away. He is in my presence, his warm skin and misty blue eyes that haunt me in my dreams. The stars twinkle above me, ever so perfectly. And I breathe in the scent that reminds me of him.
But now the night is near and I can make-believe he's here
His arms are around my waist, as we walk through the empty streets of the night. My head rests in his shoulders, and I talk to him, and he talks to me. There is no one, but the silence of the night. And me, dreaming about what will never be.
Sometimes I walk alone at night, when everybody else is sleeping
I imagine him kissing me, and holding me, and caressing my empty body, with nothing to hide us but the world. He wants me, and I want him, and I need him to live. He is my everything.
I think of him and then I'm happy, with the company I'm keeping
They are asleep, and it’s just us, hidden in the shadows of darkness, of the secrets we’d have to keep.
The city goes to bed and I can live inside my head
There is no one, a thought says to me, no one but you and your silly games that you play. Is he by you? Or do you think about him so much that he comes to you?
On my own, pretending he's beside me
His hand in is in mine, holding it softly. I feel the spark my older sister you to tell me when a boy you love touches your hand, fly up my spine. It’s magic, and it’s real. It’s just want I want to feel, and I love it. I love it. I love him, and he doesn’t know it yet.
All alone, I walk with him 'til morning
Rain falls onto us. He doesn’t get wet, but I am soaked to my skin. He wraps me up in a hug. And he doesn’t let go.
In the rain, the pavement shines like silver
He takes me by the river, and holds me tightly. The moon reflects on it, and smiles upon us. The silver glow is magical. My lips feel his, and we kiss, underneath the trees that are only there at night.
All the lights are misty in the river. In the darkness, the trees are full of starlight
And he holds me tighter and tighter till I can only feel him, and his body that is so close to mine. We are still kissing, and kissing, and kissing so much in love. We fall onto the ground, and are still kissing.
And all I see is him and me forever and forever
But he is barely a whisper now, disappearing from me. I just want to have him, but something inside me tells me it’s nothing but a trick of the mind.
And I know it's only in my mind, that I'm talking to myself and not to him
His eyes aren’t looking at me. Instead, a beautiful girl with long flowing hair and perfect skin comes up to him, and kisses him the way I want him to kiss me. I am now awake, and the sun has risen from the grave of night.
And although I know that he is blind, still I say there's a way for us
Was it all a nightmare, or reality?
I love him, but when the night is over
I stretch and yawn, wondering if it was all a dream. My lips feel untouched; my rags are still there; my hands feel unheld ad lonely. Where did he go?
He is gone .The river's just a river
People walk out of their houses. I hide in the shadows, and watch. Winter has come, and taken my lovely spring that was here, tonight. No more showers of rain, no more trees, and no more love. I feel my insides start to die, and my heart feels cold and bitter.
Without him, the world around me changes. The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers
Where was last night kiss? I finally see him with the naked eye. He looks my way, and then looks away, ashamed to have even laid eyes on me. His hand is in hers, like his was in mine last night. The ice heart breaks into a million pieces, and the tears flow down like last night’s rain.
I love him, but every day I'm lonely
He has disappeared once again, and I shake with sorrow. He is beautiful and worthy of another. I can go to the dogs, and not a single soul shall care if I am alive. What a pitiful world. I begin to walk away. He doesn’t look my away again.
All my life I've only been pretending. Without me, his world will go on turning,
My tears fall down, and my breathing is ragged. I find a rusty knife by the river. Someone left it here. Its smooth blade is sharp and cold, just like the millions of pieces. I feel my knees come out from under me.
The world is full of happiness that I have never known.
I don’t know what to do. But, I remember when I was beaten, the pain that came to me was worse than the emptiness I felt inside. I take it to my bare wrist, and the blade seeps into my skin.
I love him
For all the times I’ve dreamed about him. The blood makes me dizzy.
I love him
For all the times he’s never let me look him in the eye. A thousand days of torture.
I love him
And for all the times he’s kissed her, and not me. The smell is overwhelming.
But only on my own
the song is on my own. credits to Sarah Beth for the song thing. it's really fun to write in. so, that's it. okaybye.
