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    Post by Lucius Sat Jul 31, 2010 12:45 am

    You'd know that I'm too lazy to fill this out.

    And that I basically have no life so I'll end up doing this later.


    You'd know that I feel alone. You'd know that I really wish my parents
    had higher paying jobs, or had actually made something of themselves.

    That I despise my sister. That I spend a large majority living in a fantasy world.

    You'd know I strive to be like fictional characters.

    That I feel ugly.

    You'd know I'm insecure. You'd know I hate who I've become over the past year.

    You'd know that my biggest dream is way out of my reach. And that I'm too scared to try for it.

    You'd know I rely on material things to make me happy.

    That I don't like my friends.

    You'd know that I'm so dissapointed in my parents. And sometimes I am ashamed to be their child.

    You would know how I cry myself to sleep at least once a week.

    That I have my whole future planned out.

    That I have no idea what how I'm going to pay for college.

    You'd know that when I get happy and I feel like I like my life for once, I feel sad because I feel if I'm happy now then I won't be happy later, and my dreams won't come true.

    That I get annoyed really easily. And that if I'm annoyed with you, I won't like you.

    You'd know I talk to God every night, and ask him why my life is so screwed up.

    You'd know I'm still waiting for an answer.


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    Post by Zoe Sat Jul 31, 2010 12:51 am

    Haha I saw that coming, Marianne. x]
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    Post by amber- Sat Jul 31, 2010 12:56 am

    Haha this should be interesting!
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    Post by Zoe Sat Jul 31, 2010 2:39 am

    MARIANNE!! <3
    Ohmygoodness.
    Girlie, you are NOT ALONE.
    I feel the same, about the whole family situation.
    But I am grateful for my parents,
    because I know they work hard and I have it so much better than a lot of people,
    even if I can't have everything I want, like my friends.
    My sister and I are like fire and ice.
    So I know how you feel.

    And you should not feel ugly! Ever. OR too scared to reach for your dream.
    You have to BELIEVE. You can't reach it unless you have faith in yourself first.

    And I have no idea how I'm going to pay for college. And it's so soon
    it's freaking me OUT. But I know I'll make it through.
    And so will you.

    I'm always here for you, Marianne. <3
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    Post by Amber Sat Jul 31, 2010 3:24 am

    I will write more tomorrow, but for now, about the paying for college.
    Student loans girl. It will help.
    My mom was completely poor growing up, but she went to a community college in my hometown and took out student loans and was just great. You can get a job at school you can get a job now and save as much as you can up until then, plus you still have a few years to worry about the cost and where you're going, so thats great that you are planning ahead. (:

    As stated above, I will write more tomorrow/ today when my head isn't about to explode, but for now, I'm off to bed to contemplate why the hell my guy friend thinks my body is yummy and would want to try things with me, ughh, its disturbing. I may just puke. Help me. FML

    but, I love you Marianne, no matter what. (:
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    Post by Lucius Sat Jul 31, 2010 3:37 am

    Zoe wrote:MARIANNE!! <3
    Ohmygoodness.
    Girlie, you are NOT ALONE.
    I feel the same, about the whole family situation.
    But I am grateful for my parents,
    because I know they work hard and I have it so much better than a lot of people,
    even if I can't have everything I want, like my friends.
    My sister and I are like fire and ice.
    So I know how you feel.

    And you should not feel ugly! Ever. OR too scared to reach for your dream.
    You have to BELIEVE. You can't reach it unless you have faith in yourself first.

    And I have no idea how I'm going to pay for college. And it's so soon
    it's freaking me OUT. But I know I'll make it through.
    And so will you.

    I'm always here for you, Marianne. <3

    Zoe, really thank you. Thank you so much. You really made me feel better.
    Thank you, you really are amazing. I love you!

    Amber wrote:I will write more tomorrow, but for now, about the paying for college.
    Student loans girl. It will help.
    My mom was completely poor growing up, but she went to a community college in my hometown and took out student loans and was just great. You can get a job at school you can get a job now and save as much as you can up until then, plus you still have a few years to worry about the cost and where you're going, so thats great that you are planning ahead. (:

    As stated above, I will write more tomorrow/ today when my head isn't about to explode, but for now, I'm off to bed to contemplate why the hell my guy friend thinks my body is yummy and would want to try things with me, ughh, its disturbing. I may just puke. Help me. FML

    but, I love you Marianne, no matter what. (:

    Aw thank you Amber. That really means a lot, really it does!
    I love you so much!

    and wow he sounds like a creep. I will cut him.
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    Post by Zoe Sat Jul 31, 2010 3:38 am

    Aww, Marianne! That's what I'm here for, girrlll! <3 Hehe. Ily, too!
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    Post by Amber Sat Jul 31, 2010 3:42 am

    haha, yes girl, cut him. I don't know why the heck he is acting creepy. It makes things awkward and I absolutely hate awkward situations. They make me angry. He'll be a freshman in college next year, so I don't know what it is with these college boys, they think they need action or something, its sad.
    but yess. hmm.

    Love youuu! <3333
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    Post by madi of suburbia Sat Jul 31, 2010 11:51 am

    baby you're not alone, cause you're here with US. and nothings ever take us down....cu-uh-uhz nothin can keep me from loveing you and you know its tru. it dont matter what we'll come to be, our LOVE is aall we need to make it thruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.


    -madi and courtney Smile
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    Post by erika! Sun Aug 01, 2010 4:24 am

    ohmygoodness marianne youre not ugly
    youre gorgeous!
    and the best part is that youre on the inside and out(:
    haha that sounded kinda cheesy but its truuee<3
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    Post by Kathy Sun Aug 01, 2010 4:46 am

    marianne, i love you so much.
    you are beautiful, hilarious, nice, an amazing person.
    friends suck, they really do.
    family does also.
    but you are absolutley an amazing person,
    and you need to know that. people may suck butt,
    and life may get hard, but remember that we love you,
    and that you are amazing and so awesome. you bring so much to the world
    you make my day whenever i talk to you.
    You make me smile, i miss you so much, even just not talking to you one day!
    You're a better friend than any of my other friends ever are (in rl)
    and you just are so amazing <3
    love you <3
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    Post by julia Sun Aug 01, 2010 4:53 am

    marianne you're amazing!
    you are seriously like the most hilarious person i have ever (not) met.
    and whatever you put your mind to, you can do <3
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    Post by Amber Sun Aug 01, 2010 4:04 pm

    I totally agree with all the things Kathy and everybody else said. (:

    You are gorgeous girl and you shouldn't think different, I know everybody is insecure about a lot of things, and I can definitely relate, but we should always think positive, even though it's hard.
    and don't cry babygirl, you have a bunch of girls that love you here, and we are all here to talk. (:
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    Post by kel$ey Sun Aug 01, 2010 4:06 pm

    Marianne, I love you,
    and if you ever wanna talk about anything,
    I am always here<3
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    Post by Lucius Sun Aug 01, 2010 9:26 pm

    madi of suburbia wrote:baby you're not alone, cause you're here with US. and nothings ever take us down....cu-uh-uhz nothin can keep me from loveing you and you know its tru. it dont matter what we'll come to be, our LOVE is aall we need to make it thruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.


    -madi and courtney Smile

    awww I LOVE YOU TWO. You two are amazing Smile
    thank you so much.
    are you coming to see the jungle book together?


    erika wrote:ohmygoodness marianne youre not ugly
    youre gorgeous!
    and the best part is that youre on the inside and out(:
    haha that sounded kinda cheesy but its truuee<3

    aw thanks! And haha yeah, but cheese is cool
    thank you<3

    kathy wrote:marianne, i love you so much.
    you are beautiful, hilarious, nice, an amazing person.
    friends suck, they really do.
    family does also.
    but you are absolutley an amazing person,
    and you need to know that. people may suck butt,
    and life may get hard, but remember that we love you,
    and that you are amazing and so awesome. you bring so much to the world
    you make my day whenever i talk to you.
    You make me smile, i miss you so much, even just not talking to you one day!
    You're a better friend than any of my other friends ever are (in rl)
    and you just are so amazing <3
    love you <3

    aifhsafs. I love you so so so much. Thank you. Really, thank you. Your amazing!
    I love you. You words really mean so much to me.

    julia wrote:marianne you're amazing!
    you are seriously like the most hilarious person i have ever (not) met.
    and whatever you put your mind to, you can do <3

    haha, thank you. We're actually being nice to each other..strange.
    but thank you Julia, really. I love you even if I act like I don't.

    Amber wrote:I totally agree with all the things Kathy and everybody else said. (:

    You are gorgeous girl and you shouldn't think different, I know everybody is insecure about a lot of things, and I can definitely relate, but we should always think positive, even though it's hard.
    and don't cry babygirl, you have a bunch of girls that love you here, and we are all here to talk. (:

    Aw thank you AGAIN. I love you so much Amber. Your really a great person to have on this site, so many people look up to you here.
    kelseyyyy! wrote:Marianne, I love you,
    and if you ever wanna talk about anything,
    I am always here<3

    Thank you Kelsey! I love you too, so much!
    WATCH TRUE BLOOD.
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    Post by kel$ey Sun Aug 01, 2010 9:44 pm

    I did watch True Blood!
    I didn't watch tonights episode yet,
    but I will tomorrow(:
    But I am all caught up now!
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    Post by Lucius Sun Aug 01, 2010 9:44 pm

    did you see the preview for tonights episdoe? ohmygosh.
    it looks amazing. and I get to watch it in 16 minutes! eep!
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    Post by kel$ey Sun Aug 01, 2010 9:45 pm

    Hhaha yes I did!
    I can not wait to watch it!
    I realllyyyy wanna see Eric again in that blue sweater.
    (:
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    Post by Lucius Sun Aug 01, 2010 9:49 pm

    I wanna see him with that blue sweater on the ground.
    And a nice view of his backside.
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    Post by kel$ey Sun Aug 01, 2010 9:55 pm

    I wanna see him in that blue sweater, in my bed, with me.
    (:
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    Post by Lucius Sun Aug 01, 2010 11:59 pm

    he wears the blue sweater again Smile
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    Post by kel$ey Mon Aug 02, 2010 12:09 am

    Yessss<3
    Oh my god, I love that blue sweater.
    I love him, in that blue sweater.
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    Post by Lucius Mon Aug 02, 2010 12:15 am

    well he wears it the whole episode! yummy.
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    Post by Laurenlove Mon Aug 02, 2010 12:17 am

    I feel so bad all these if you really knew me gets me so sad!
    I watched one of the episodes today : )
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    Post by kel$ey Mon Aug 02, 2010 12:19 am

    YESSSSS! I can not wait to watch it tomorrow!
    I will probably drool over seeing him in that blue sweater again.
    And if I ever meet him, I will pounceeeeee(; Haahhaha.

    Go Lauren!!

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