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    Post by sb Wed Jul 28, 2010 1:01 am



    And you dropped the note and we changed key
    You changed yourself and I changed me
    I really didn't see us singing through this
    Then you screamed the bridge
    And I cried the verse
    And our chorus came out unrehearsed
    And you smiled the whole way through it
    I guess maybe that's what's worse




    If you knew me, you'd know I can't relate to anyone, really. You'd know I can't eat certain foods because of the way they feel on my tongue. You'd know I love holding hands more than anything in the world.

    You'd know my parents fight a lot more than a married couple should, and you'd know I just want them to divorce each other so they can be happy. You'd know I'd give up my private high school and college education if it would relieve my parents' stress and financial worries. I'd kill myself if it meant they could collect my life insurance and use my college fund for my sisters or paying off any debts they owe.

    You'd know I'm rarely happy. You'd know I laugh at the stupidest things, and you'd know I have the most annoying laugh that sounds like I'm hiccuping over and over and over. You'd know I want nothing more than to read a book or type away a story on my laptop.

    You'd know I have a notebook filled with quotes and song lyrics from my favorite bands and rants from yours truly. You'd know it's a black and white composition notebook, and when you open the first page, it's a sketch of an "I <3 NY" design. But inside of NY, it says JC for Jesus Christ. And underneath the sketch in parentheses it says "But he loves me more".

    You'd know I abhor math and science. You'd know my GPA sucks monkey balls. You'd know I'm incredibly scared about the future, so scared I don't even know if I'll be able to handle what comes in the next few years. You'd know I can't watch scary movies because I'll have nightmares for days.

    If you really knew me, you'd know I have a best friend (who I call Kyle) that I'd marry if it meant being able to hang out with him for the rest of my life. You'd know there are only two weeks (not consecutively, just added days) that I haven't been with him this summer. You'd know I'm only fully and completely comfortable being alone or with him.

    You'd know I love Chinese and Mexican (traditional, not the crappy kind from Mexican restaurants like Chevy's or Nacho Mama's). You'd know that not a day goes by that I don't eat at least an ounce of peanut butter. You'd know my weakness is saltwater taffy and hard candies.

    You'd know I plan on saving sex for marriage. You'd know I don't believe in murdering unborn babies. You'd know I'm Catholic, and when I'm alone I sometimes talk to God. I don't know if he's listening, but I figure it's worth a shot.

    If you really knew me, you'd know I cry for my mom every night because she seems so unhappy sometimes. You'd know my mom is the strongest person I know. You'd know she's my hero, she's beautiful, and I want to be just like her when I grow up.

    If you really knew me, you'd know I have absolutely no plan for my life. You'd know I don't have any talents besides writing. You'd know I'm extremely hard on myself, but I'm a constant under-achiever. You'd know all I want to do in my life is be happy.





    "When adults say, "Teenagers think they are invincible" with that sly, stupid smile on their faces, they don't know how right they are. We need never be hopeless, because we can never be irreparably broken. We think that we are invincible because we are. We cannot be born, and we cannot die. Like all energy, we can only change shapes and sizes and manifestations. They forget that when they get old. They get scared of losing and failing. But that part of us greater than the sum of our parts cannot begin and cannot end, and so it cannot fail."

    — John Green, Looking for Alaska







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    Post by linda Wed Jul 28, 2010 1:07 am

    I imagined this like a rap in my head.
    I liked the references to a song and life.
    I'm guessing to your life...
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    Post by Morgayne Wed Jul 28, 2010 1:08 am

    I love you <3
    let me know if you need anything
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    Post by amber- Wed Jul 28, 2010 2:43 pm

    And I'm taking all your memories off the shelf
    And I don't need you or anybody else
    So take a look at me
    See what you want to see
    When you get home.


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    Post by sb Wed Jul 28, 2010 2:45 pm

    Gahhh, love you guys.

    Amber, you're my life<3
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    Post by linda Wed Jul 28, 2010 2:48 pm

    I just realized the whole point of this section...


    I hope things are getting better Sarah. <3
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    Post by cali sweetheart. Wed Jul 28, 2010 3:51 pm

    take me home, id rather die then be with you,
    take me home, you have a problem with the truth.
    take me home, because this happens everytime
    and i knew it would, i knew it would.
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    Post by sb Wed Jul 28, 2010 11:36 pm

    Updated.
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    Post by claire Wed Jul 28, 2010 11:41 pm

    sarah, i don't know what to say for fear of sounding too cheesy, or sounding not enough.

    but i hope you know that i love you. <3
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    Post by Braelyn. Thu Jul 29, 2010 9:27 am

    I know it sounds really weird,
    but you whole (online) personality
    (writing,posts, beliefs...)
    has always fascinated me.
    I see that as a good thing though,
    so I hope you do too.
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    Post by amber- Thu Jul 29, 2010 8:57 pm

    Gosh Sarah, you're so freaking amazing.
    I truly hope you achieve all of your dreams, whatever they may be<33
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    Post by Morgayne Thu Jul 29, 2010 9:02 pm

    Sarah, you are such an incredible person <3
    I teared up reading this, a little
    ugh I wish I knew you in real life
    because you understand things no one else does, really
    I love you <3
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    Post by Kaycee<3 Thu Jul 29, 2010 10:44 pm

    Hey...
    uhm...
    So...
    I love you..
    yeah.
    Just thought I throw that out there.

    Aaaaand if you really knew ME
    you'd know that,
    I applied for your roleplay...cuz it's awesome.
    Like you
    Just saying(:
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    Post by Steph<3 Thu Jul 29, 2010 10:48 pm

    So uhm... There needs to be a show
    "True Life: I love SB."
    Because I love you<3

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