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If You Really Knew Me... - L.A.B. -updated!-
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caant wait<3
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Oooh I can't wait, Leslie!
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Re: If You Really Knew Me... - L.A.B. -updated!-
by ibelieveinfairies Wed Jul 28, 2010 11:32 pm
miryam and kathy are sexyyy. but morgayne is not sexierrr ?
updating soon.
or when i feel...better?
ack. its hard to explainnn
updating soon.
or when i feel...better?
ack. its hard to explainnn
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Re: If You Really Knew Me... - L.A.B. -updated!-
by ibelieveinfairies Wed Jul 28, 2010 11:49 pm
WOAH.
someone just edited my post!!!!
someone just edited my post!!!!
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I'm sure this is going to be heartfelt. =]
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Re: If You Really Knew Me... - L.A.B. -updated!-
by ibelieveinfairies Thu Jul 29, 2010 12:09 am
Heartfelt? Maybe.. the opposite.
I don't know.
Like I said, I just feel so lost
because my head is full of so many big dreams,
but like.. I always doubt myself.
I don't know.
Like I said, I just feel so lost
because my head is full of so many big dreams,
but like.. I always doubt myself.
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Re: If You Really Knew Me... - L.A.B. -updated!-
by ibelieveinfairies Thu Jul 29, 2010 12:32 am
updatedd
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Sounds like to me you know exactly what to do.
You want to achieve your dreams.
And you'll get there<33
You want to achieve your dreams.
And you'll get there<33
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I agree with Amber.
Leslie, I believe in you.
And as long as you believe in yourself, that is all that matters.
"You do what you love and you fuck the rest."
Dwayne from Little Miss Sunshine said that. I like that quote a lot.
But anyway...
I know you are driven and talented and you have a bright future ahead of you.
Anyone that disagrees isn't worth your time. Family or not.
Chin up, Leslie. <3
Leslie, I believe in you.
And as long as you believe in yourself, that is all that matters.
"You do what you love and you fuck the rest."
Dwayne from Little Miss Sunshine said that. I like that quote a lot.
But anyway...
I know you are driven and talented and you have a bright future ahead of you.
Anyone that disagrees isn't worth your time. Family or not.
Chin up, Leslie. <3
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Re: If You Really Knew Me... - L.A.B. -updated!-
by ibelieveinfairies Thu Jul 29, 2010 10:48 pm
Thank you girls but my family means everything to me.
And without their support.. I feel hopeless.
And it's just... Honestly...
Every day when I dance and sing,
I imagine myself doing the samething
performing at an awards show or even at somewhere like the Grammy's.
The Grammy's are my main goal of course.
But once that song is over, I cry once I realize I'm still in the same shithole I was before...
Which is why I say I feel isolated a lot because I'm tired of being in the same place.
I feel like I'm going nowhere.
And without their support.. I feel hopeless.
And it's just... Honestly...
Every day when I dance and sing,
I imagine myself doing the samething
performing at an awards show or even at somewhere like the Grammy's.
The Grammy's are my main goal of course.
But once that song is over, I cry once I realize I'm still in the same shithole I was before...
Which is why I say I feel isolated a lot because I'm tired of being in the same place.
I feel like I'm going nowhere.
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Re: If You Really Knew Me... - L.A.B. -updated!-
by ibelieveinfairies Thu Jul 29, 2010 11:09 pm
Okay, I'm sorry...
but if any of you don't like me or whatever...
Just tell me.
Because right now, I'm feeling like shit,
because like I just feel like no one cares...
I mean it's not only this but all of my other topics I post,
I barely get any comments...
And especially for something as serious as this, is depressing and
it's really hurting me because I know people see this thread
and if you don't know what to say then post that but don't just ignore it.
Because amazingly, it's hurtful to people.
So, yeah.
I'm sorry but I'm just upset right now...
but if any of you don't like me or whatever...
Just tell me.
Because right now, I'm feeling like shit,
because like I just feel like no one cares...
I mean it's not only this but all of my other topics I post,
I barely get any comments...
And especially for something as serious as this, is depressing and
it's really hurting me because I know people see this thread
and if you don't know what to say then post that but don't just ignore it.
Because amazingly, it's hurtful to people.
So, yeah.
I'm sorry but I'm just upset right now...
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Aww Les.
Do you know that I love you?
You're one of the most strongest and bravest people I've ever known.
Do you know that?
You've endured so much, and have lived through it.
And you speak your mind.
Some people are too afraid to do that.
I am, sometimes.
You aren't.
You amaze me, Leslie.
I look up to you.
And don't apologize, we all get upset.
I love you.
Do you know that I love you?
You're one of the most strongest and bravest people I've ever known.
Do you know that?
You've endured so much, and have lived through it.
And you speak your mind.
Some people are too afraid to do that.
I am, sometimes.
You aren't.
You amaze me, Leslie.
I look up to you.
And don't apologize, we all get upset.
I love you.
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HI.
I LOVE YOU.
ANNNNNNNNNDDDDD I CARE ABOUT YOU.
AAAAAANNNNNNNND I WANT YOU TO TALK TO ME IF YOU EVER NEED ME
AAAAAANNNNNNNND I WANT YOU TO KNOW YOU CAN TRUST ME AND TELL ME ANYTHING
AAAAAANNNNNNNND I WANT YOU TO CHANGE YOUR AIM STATUS BECAUSE I GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU
AAAAAAANNNNNNND I'M YOUR FRIEND
AAAAAAANNNNNNND IF YOU HURT YOURSELF AGAIN IMA COME FIND YOU
AAAAAANNNNNNNND.....no seriously I'm not kidding^^
AAAAAAANNNNNNND I LOVE YOU MORE
AAAAAAANNNNNNND, yeah.
it's true!!
xD
I LOVE YOU.
ANNNNNNNNNDDDDD I CARE ABOUT YOU.
AAAAAANNNNNNNND I WANT YOU TO TALK TO ME IF YOU EVER NEED ME
AAAAAANNNNNNNND I WANT YOU TO KNOW YOU CAN TRUST ME AND TELL ME ANYTHING
AAAAAANNNNNNNND I WANT YOU TO CHANGE YOUR AIM STATUS BECAUSE I GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU
AAAAAAANNNNNNND I'M YOUR FRIEND
AAAAAAANNNNNNND IF YOU HURT YOURSELF AGAIN IMA COME FIND YOU
AAAAAANNNNNNNND.....no seriously I'm not kidding^^
AAAAAAANNNNNNND I LOVE YOU MORE
AAAAAAANNNNNNND, yeah.
it's true!!
xD
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but wait HOLD UP i'm not done yet.
Lmfaoo I just love you so much Leslie.
If I ever saw you in rl,
I would give you a big hug. Because I think you really need a hug.
And you'd probably be like "HOLY FUCKSHIT who are you and why are you raping me?!?!"
and I'd be like "It's Kaycee sillygoose!!" and you'd be like
"Oh, okay, continue!"
and yeah.
lmaoo i just love you les<333
Lmfaoo I just love you so much Leslie.
If I ever saw you in rl,
I would give you a big hug. Because I think you really need a hug.
And you'd probably be like "HOLY FUCKSHIT who are you and why are you raping me?!?!"
and I'd be like "It's Kaycee sillygoose!!" and you'd be like
"Oh, okay, continue!"
and yeah.
lmaoo i just love you les<333
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Re: If You Really Knew Me... - L.A.B. -updated!-
by ibelieveinfairies Thu Jul 29, 2010 11:48 pm
Linda<333
That comment seriously just made my day.
Thank you so much and I love you too<3
And about what you said.
I've endured through all of that only because I keep hoping
that in the end of it all, I will end-up on the high road,
fulfilling my dreams and being successful and most importantly,
being happy.
That's what I always think. Which gives me the ability to have faith for a better future.
But it's just.. sometimes it's so hard and I tend to break sometimes...
Like, I'm human and we all make mistakes.
But I also learned to speak my mind openly too because once my comment's out there, I feel better and I get it from my family since naturally, my family's out-spoken. Though, I try not to sound rude or mean when I speak my mind but I try to just be as honest and real as it can get.
That comment seriously just made my day.
Thank you so much and I love you too<3
And about what you said.
I've endured through all of that only because I keep hoping
that in the end of it all, I will end-up on the high road,
fulfilling my dreams and being successful and most importantly,
being happy.
That's what I always think. Which gives me the ability to have faith for a better future.
But it's just.. sometimes it's so hard and I tend to break sometimes...
Like, I'm human and we all make mistakes.
But I also learned to speak my mind openly too because once my comment's out there, I feel better and I get it from my family since naturally, my family's out-spoken. Though, I try not to sound rude or mean when I speak my mind but I try to just be as honest and real as it can get.
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Re: If You Really Knew Me... - L.A.B. -updated!-
by ibelieveinfairies Thu Jul 29, 2010 11:50 pm
And Kaycee<33
Your comments I just read and they made me smile. :]
Annnd you're my friend too!!! <333
I love you too and thank you. <333
And you're right, I probably would say that, ahaha xp
And the same goes to you because I love you<333
Lol. x]
Thank you so much<33
Your comments I just read and they made me smile. :]
Annnd you're my friend too!!! <333
I love you too and thank you. <333
And you're right, I probably would say that, ahaha xp
And the same goes to you because I love you<333
Lol. x]
Thank you so much<33
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hellogoodbye wrote:Linda<333
That comment seriously just made my day.
Thank you so much and I love you too<3
And about what you said.
I've endured through all of that only because I keep hoping
that in the end of it all, I will end-up on the high road,
fulfilling my dreams and being successful and most importantly,
being happy.
That's what I always think. Which gives me the ability to have faith for a better future.
But it's just.. sometimes it's so hard and I tend to break sometimes...
Like, I'm human and we all make mistakes.
But I also learned to speak my mind openly too because once my comment's out there, I feel better and I get it from my family since naturally, my family's out-spoken. Though, I try not to sound rude or mean when I speak my mind but I try to just be as honest and real as it can get.
Yes,
I hope that we all end up in the high road.
Dude, thank you for making my night by saying I made yours. (:
Your reply just proves your awesomeness.
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Re: If You Really Knew Me... - L.A.B. -updated!-
by ibelieveinfairies Fri Jul 30, 2010 12:09 am
<33
Aww, thank you.
But then you're epic if I'm awesome. x]
Aww, thank you.
But then you're epic if I'm awesome. x]
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Then you are out of this universe if I'm epic.
♥
♥
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awh youre so pretty and nice and i love how you stay away from drama on here and you did on tco also
youre awesome i hope things get better for you soon!(:
youre awesome i hope things get better for you soon!(:
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leslie, i always read your PAs about your life, and i sorta never really understood until now.
leslie, you are one amazing person, and honestly, you are so brave and talented to be one of the brighter people i find here on RV.
i have learned so much more about you, and i really really hope you know im a PM away <3
leslie, you are one amazing person, and honestly, you are so brave and talented to be one of the brighter people i find here on RV.
i have learned so much more about you, and i really really hope you know im a PM away <3
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hellogoodbye wrote:Okay, I'm sorry...
but if any of you don't like me or whatever...
Just tell me.
Because right now, I'm feeling like shit,
because like I just feel like no one cares...
I mean it's not only this but all of my other topics I post,
I barely get any comments...
And especially for something as serious as this, is depressing and
it's really hurting me because I know people see this thread
and if you don't know what to say then post that but don't just ignore it.
Because amazingly, it's hurtful to people.
So, yeah.
I'm sorry but I'm just upset right now...
People didn't respond to this thread if they read it because they probably felt intimidated. What do they say to something that's so horribly tragic?
Leslie, it sounds as if you have it really rough, and I'm sorry. But if you post that stuff so bluntly, sometimes people will be a little offended or intimidated because they aren't exactly used to all this hardship.
Trust me, I've learned the hard way not to make out my life to be miserable. Because once upon a time I was miserable; absolutely and truly miserable. But no one likes to read depressing things.
A topic like this is kind of like death. No one really knows what to say because they're afraid to offend someone. I'm sorry, Les. I'm just being honest.
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Re: If You Really Knew Me... - L.A.B. -updated!-
by ibelieveinfairies Wed Aug 04, 2010 1:58 am
Sb, you're absolutely right.
I edited this post because as I got to thinking
and I just reflected about my life, I have gotten a break through
and I've realized that yes, my life was sucky and it wasn't perfect,
but because of those things...
Today, I'm a strong, brave, teenage girl
as others told me.
So, thank you, Sb. :]
I'm sorry to everyone who've read this before and thought it was depressing.
For, I now know that I need to focus on the positive outlook on my life and not the negative.
Maybe...Ahaha... Maybe.
This was the sign I've been waiting for. :]
I edited this post because as I got to thinking
and I just reflected about my life, I have gotten a break through
and I've realized that yes, my life was sucky and it wasn't perfect,
but because of those things...
Today, I'm a strong, brave, teenage girl
as others told me.
So, thank you, Sb. :]
I'm sorry to everyone who've read this before and thought it was depressing.
For, I now know that I need to focus on the positive outlook on my life and not the negative.
Maybe...Ahaha... Maybe.
This was the sign I've been waiting for. :]
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Love the updates, Leslie ;D
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Re: If You Really Knew Me... - L.A.B. -updated!-
by ibelieveinfairies Wed Aug 04, 2010 3:11 am
Thank you, Amber<333
And thank you to everyone!!!
I love all of you
<33
And thank you to everyone!!!
I love all of you
<33
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love the new updates and you, leslie! <3
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Amazing updates Les, (:
STEP UP 3! x]
Love love love. <3
STEP UP 3! x]
Love love love. <3
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Re: If You Really Knew Me... - L.A.B. -updated!-
by ibelieveinfairies Wed Aug 04, 2010 6:08 pm
Thanks so much, girls<3
Love you all ! x]
And yes, STEP UP!!!!
Hehehe.
Love you all ! x]
And yes, STEP UP!!!!
Hehehe.
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Re: If You Really Knew Me... - L.A.B. -updated!-
by sof,or something Sat Aug 07, 2010 2:53 am
I love you Leslie <3
and some day I'll see you at the grammy's getting your award and I'll be like "WOOT WOOT I KNOW THAT GIRL! KIND OF!"
and even if that doesn't happen I know you'll find something to make you happy, because you know how to make the best out of the situation and to keep being positive (:
and some day I'll see you at the grammy's getting your award and I'll be like "WOOT WOOT I KNOW THAT GIRL! KIND OF!"
and even if that doesn't happen I know you'll find something to make you happy, because you know how to make the best out of the situation and to keep being positive (:
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Re: If You Really Knew Me... - L.A.B. -updated!-
by ibelieveinfairies Sat Aug 07, 2010 3:10 am
Aww, Sof, I love you too (:
and your comment gives me hope <33
thank you so much, you're amazing,
and that comes from my heart :]
and your comment gives me hope <33
thank you so much, you're amazing,
and that comes from my heart :]