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I'm terribly insecure, sometimes I hate myself. I wish my daddy would come home.
I wish my mom didn't hate my dad for leaving. I want to go to Juliard,
but I don't think I'm smart enough. I'm terrified of tornadoes and lightning.
I hate needles and the dentist. I want this my entire life to be an actress.
I really do want to meet and marry Josh Hutcherson some day, have twins, and move
to London where I'll become an author. What's left of my family means everything to me.
I believe and trust way to much. I wish I was beautiful. I hate that people pay more
attention to my best friend then me. I wish people would stop leaving me. I don't like
feeling weak. I always embarass myself, but if it makes someone else laugh, I don't care.
I hate it when people who I don't know don't like me. I want to be taller.
I wish I had more confidence.
If you really knew me you'd know that I'm not shy. That I'm loud and overdramatic.
That I take over in project and plays, and that I'm bossy. But I get things done.
If you really knew me, you'd know that my drama teacher expects nothing less
of me then perfect. And that I hate it when I can't deliever.
That I cry and I don't get the part I want, but make the one I have stand out the most.
If you really knew me, you'd know that I love to write, but I've never finished
a story in my life. That I write about this I wish for, and most of my stories are about love.
If you really knew me, you'd know that all my life all I have ever wanted is
to stand out, and all I have ever done is blend in, and I cry about this sometimes.
If you really knew me, you'd know I hate hypocrites, and people who are cocky and arrogent.
That I love boy hugs, and warm, soft kisses.
If you really knew me, you'd know I always feel ignored, and that my life is a waste
That nobody wants to be my friend, but lie and say they do.
If you really knew me, you'd know I call myself fat and ugly abot even
ten minutes of the day. And while most think it's for attention, it's something that I firmly believe in.
If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm one of the most easy going
people you've ever met. And that I'm a great person to be friends with, because
I'm amazing at keeping secrets.
If any of you really knew me, you would already know all this,
and wouldn't be reading it. But you are, which mean none of you really know me.
And that makes me sad. Because I wish you did. But I feel no one will give me that chance.
And thats a shame.
JUST LIKE ME, JUST LIKE YOU
Verse One
Sometimes I may get a little crazy
But I've bee starting the think that lately, (oh oh)
People are pretending to like me.
Do they even know who I really am? (no)
I am myself,
I speak my mind,
I love dancing in the rain.
Sometimes I care to much,
I have alot of those, stupid little fears.
And I feel pain,
just like anyone else and
Chorus
I'm just an, ordinary girl,
Just like me, just like you
Feeling lost, looking for my place in this world.
I may come on to strong,
I hate when I'm wrong.
I love dressing up,
And I can never, love to much.
But I'm a girl just like me,
Just like you.
Verse Two
Sometimes I spend, to much time in the bathroom. (oh yeah)
And I'm not shy, I can act like a fool.
But those people who make fun of me,
Is it the real me they see?
I am myself,
I speak my mind,
I take things, way to seriously.
Sometimes I cry to much.
I have alot of those, stupid little fears
I save everything,
I'm like anybody else and
Chorus
I'm just an, ordinary girl,
Just like me, just like you
Feeling lost, looking for my place in this world.
I may come on to strong,
And I hate when I'm wrong.
I love dressing up,
And I can never, love to much.
But I'm a girl just like me,
Just like you.
Bridge
And even though life may get hard,
I wont run away, I'll stand my ground.
And even though we're miles and miles apart.
I don't mind giving all of you,
a peice of my heart.
Sometimes I may get crazy.
Sometimes I feel, a little lazy.
And I've been thinking lately,
But if you look inside,
I have nothing to hide,
It's time for you to see,
I'm showing the real me.
Chorus
I'm just an, ordinary girl, (I'm just, an ordinary girl)
Just like me, just like you
Feeling lost, I'm looking for my place in this world.
I may come on to strong,
And I hate when I'm wrong.
I love dressing up,
And I can never, love to much.
But I'm just a girl like me,
Just a girl like you.
I'm just, an ordinary girl. (I'm just, an ordinary girl)
Just like me, just like you.
I may feel lost, but I've found my place in this world.
I won't have to hide for long.
Oh, I will be strong.
I've never felt so right,
I'm stepping in the light.
I want you to see,
I'm just a girl like me.
Oh,
I'm just a girl like,
Just a girl like you.
Oh, oh, like you.
That's what I thought of myself before.
But, my views have changed a little since then.
So this is what I like to call an Update
If you really knew me, you'd know....
That I LOVE the color purple. And red. Purple is classy and elegant. Red is my secret power
color. I always have a little red on me because I feel it brings me strength. I painted my
phone, and the 5 key is painted red.
That I never stop talking sometimes. I can talk alot and type alot and sometimes you have to
tell me to shut up or I never will.
That I love to write songs and poems about how I'm feeling at the moment. I have a half full
poem book and a mostly full song book. They aren't great and they all rhyme, but they are
cute and emotional and people get a kick out of them.
That my favorite feature about me (besides my hair) is my lips. They arent huge, and they arent
small. They are juuuuust right(: Then my eyes, and then it's actually my arms. I think I have
very toned arms from softball and volleyball.
That I have very-wolf like features when I try. If I pull my hair back reeeaally tight and wear
eyeliner, I actually can scare people. My friends call it my "Wolf Face" or my "Vogue Face"
because it also kinda looks like a Maybelline Model Face.
That my mom think I look like a blend of Miley Cyrus and Vanessa Hudgens and Demi Lovato. I
think she's crazy.
That I always want to try new things, and go new places and meet new people. I'm not afraid
of being loud and crazy, and I actually like embarassing myself sometimes. I'm not afraid
if people think I'm weird but I am afraid that they wont like me.
That I love my best friend Ryan with my entire life. If I had to choose one friend it would
always be him. I would do anything for him. But I only get to see him once or twice a year
because he lives far away. But we talk on the phone almost every night. He's two years younger
then me, but no one would ever guess.
That I wish I hung out with people my own age, but people my own age are bitches, skanks, sluts,
manwhores, assholes, and they are kinda trashy and not very classy. (Only people in my real life.
No one on here my age is like this lol)
That I wish my OBFFs could be my RLBFFs because I love you all more then the friends in my real
life.
That I want a boyfriend, but not out of the guys I know. Because they are all disgusting and gross
and mean. I want a boyfriend who doesn't just want me for my body. I feel I'm too classy for the
guys around here, and that's why I can't date them.
That the comment above sounded really obnoxious and stuck-up. But it's true.
That I love name-brand and expensive things. I can't afford any of it, but I love it because
it's clean, and elegant. And better then booty shorts and tube tops.
I love braclets.
I bite my nails and I hate it, but it's a nervous habit.
That I always have to be moving. Like bouncing my leg or tapping my fingers. Like right now
I'm rocking back and forth in my seat.
I want nothing more then to be an actress.
That I think to highly or myself sometimes. And that I think to low of myself too.
That I'm a major people pleaser and I've always prided myself on fixing people's
problems. That sentence had alot of p's.
Uhmmmmm that's it for now. I might add more later if I'm in the mood(:
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