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And that I basically have no life so I'll end up doing this later.
You'd know that I feel alone. You'd know that I really wish my parents
had higher paying jobs, or had actually made something of themselves.
That I despise my sister. That I spend a large majority living in a fantasy world.
You'd know I strive to be like fictional characters.
That I feel ugly.
You'd know I'm insecure. You'd know I hate who I've become over the past year.
You'd know that my biggest dream is way out of my reach. And that I'm too scared to try for it.
You'd know I rely on material things to make me happy.
That I don't like my friends.
You'd know that I'm so dissapointed in my parents. And sometimes I am ashamed to be their child.
You would know how I cry myself to sleep at least once a week.
That I have my whole future planned out.
That I have no idea what how I'm going to pay for college.
You'd know that when I get happy and I feel like I like my life for once, I feel sad because I feel if I'm happy now then I won't be happy later, and my dreams won't come true.
That I get annoyed really easily. And that if I'm annoyed with you, I won't like you.
You'd know I talk to God every night, and ask him why my life is so screwed up.
You'd know I'm still waiting for an answer.
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