Chapter Two; Monday Morning & It was Just the Beginning
The truth is, once you’ve set your eyes on any guy, it’s no surprise to discover they’re all you can think about. Even for me. As I woke up Monday morning I was creepishly happy to go back to school. Normally, I lived for the weekend, enjoying every second of freedom. It was the one time where I was allowed to forget that everyone hated me at school for no reason other than my existence and as result it was the only time I ever felt worth living. But, on this strangely bright Monday morning, I couldn’t wait to get to school.
I rushed through my morning routine, dressing simply in a pair of boot-cut jeans with a faded green T-shirt that brought the color out of my green eyes making me seem more alive. I even bothered to try to shape my hair into an impressive half-up do that gave my face a bit of definition. I intended to find Ace, the one kid who could bother to talk to me, and I intended to at least befriend him. When I skipped down the stairs, my mother looked up from her coffee smiling. “Harla, well don’t you look happy.” Her face was incredulous as I poured myself a bowl of Reese’s Pieces Breakfast Cereal. As I opened the refrigerator to grab the milk, I shrugged. I didn’t intend to tell her about Ace in case I didn’t find him today. She only got to know him if we actually became friends.
The reasoning for this is simple. Despite the fact that ‘friends’ have hurt me in the past, the betrayal always scarred my mother far worse than myself. At this point in time, I was used to the scorn and contempt that seemed to follow me, while my ex-cheerleader mother couldn’t understand where she’d gone wrong. It was only natural to blame herself despite the cliché-ness of the entire situation. Grinning, I quickly scarfed down my cereal and rushed to leave.
When I finally arrived at school, people ignored me; today was going to be a good day. As I walked down the halls, I eavesdropped on other people’s conversations. Apparently star basketball player Mikey Lee had gotten got with alcohol by the cops, and Jenna McWhorter and Andy Dean has broken up. It was the usual chatter I picked up on in the hallways because no one bothered to actually tell me. Finally reaching my locker, I opened it, finding it relieving that it was free of any pranks. I shoved my first and second period text books into my back and preoccupied myself. After all, the morning bell wouldn’t ring for another twelve minutes and I had no one to talk to.
Yawning, I applied ChapStick, eating up time. And then the sight of a hooded head caught my eye along with a pair of too-tight skinny jeans. But, this time they were black instead of blue. Smiling, I quickly shut my locker, rushing to reach him. Until the thought occurred that maybe he’d forgotten me. Maybe he’d never actually talked to me. Maybe I’d just made it all up in my head. Honestly, no one even bothered to talk to me, why would this kid?
But it was too late; I was already walking next to him. When he finally looked up, he smirked, pushing the hood back from his face to reveal dirty blonde hair that seemed oddly out of place with his dark color tone wardrobe, and a pair of large blue eyes that were surrounded by long lashes. He resembled a child in a way, probably from the wide innocent look his eyes portrayed. “Harla.” His voice was raspier than I remembered as he said my name, but still softer.
“Ace, is it?” I tried to play cool, but the overall affect fail and he laughed under his breath good-naturedly.
“I would think a girl like you would have a better memory.” He offered, the faint scent of cigarette smoke trailing from his presence.
“I was just…” I faltered, shoving my hands in my pocket. “So the rest of your weekend? Do anything interesting?”
“I just took defused a nuclear bomb and stopped a second Cold War before eventually taking over Russia. You know the normal teenager stuff.” I frowned, not expecting his humorous but completely idiotic remark. It was as if he was trying to make conversation hard.
“That’s nice?” I questioned myself even as I said it, wondering what the appropriate response was.
“Isn’t it always?” Ace sighed.
“Sure, if you’re six.” I teased, letting the words slip before I could double-check them for any stupidity. Ace laughed.
“Isn’t life always nice when the only thing that matters is if your mom packed Oreos in your lunchbox?” Ace agreed.
“Or if she remembered to cut a shape in your PB&J!” I added excitedly, thrilled to not have messed it up.
“Exactly, none of this high school bullshit.” Ace looked around as the crowds of chattering kids around us, annoyed. “That’s the thing about people like us. We don’t care who they go out with, or how cool they are, or even was kind of car they drive. We’re concerned with ourselves, and they don’t like us because of it.”
“You could say that.” I looked around at their faces, knowing the sad truth. I did care who was dating, I did care who was popular, and even worse, I loved to know what car certain kids had. I found the whole thing fascinating, not overrated. But Ace had very different ideas, and I wasn’t sure I was ready to share my own opinions yet.
“Well, you shouldn’t worry about them Harla, they don’t know what they’re missing. From what I’ve experienced so far, you aren’t too shabby.” Ace grinned, sliding his backpack over his shoulder as the warning bell rang.
“Same goes.” I mumbled before he retreated. As he glided away, I watched him. I felt slightly creepy as I trailed him down the hallway, but it was the weird effect he had on me. “Same goes? Same goes.” I muttered, I couldn’t believe that’s all I had managed. I was definitely disappointed in myself. If I intended to make this work, I had to pull myself together.