Ive Got It All Planned Out.

Jenna lives in New York City, New York. She attends Grady Highschool, the typical highschool. You've got the catty girls, the cheerleaders, the nerds, the jocks, the emo freaks, the loners, the pot heads, the over-acheviers, the goodie-two-shoes, and all the other cliques. Jenna is the queen bee of Grady highschool, she is the head cheerleader, she always wins homecoming queen/prom queen, she is the most popular girl in the school, she has all the money, and everybody wants to be her friend. She has whashe thinks is the best relationship with her boyfriend, and her family never fights with one another. But most importantly, Jenna is pretty. She's the prettiest girl in the family, the prettiest girl in highschool, and since she won Miss Teen New York and Miss Teen USA, she's the prettiest girl in the country. She likes the attention, she likes what she sees in the mirror everyday. She doesn't plan on getting ugly and losing all that she loves.
She had just turned seventeen years old, she has one more year to go before she goes.

Jenna was ten years old and in the fifth grade. She and her friend, Abby, were hanging from the monkey bars during recess when a boy came up to Jenna and told her she was really pretty and wanted to marry her, even though the boy was just a first grader, it meant the world to her.
Then it hit her, one day, she wouldn't be pretty. She would be old and wrinkly. She had nightmares of waking up with millions of wrinkles on her face and all over her body.
It scared her more than spiders.
After a month of thinking it over, she decided she would only live to be eighteen years old. The day before her ninteenth birthday she would kill herself by jumping of the Brooklyn Bridge.
She would die beautiful.