(i gave in and decided to do one of these) if you really knew me <3

If you really knew me...

You'd know that I can be extremely shy or extremely outgoing depending how well i know you or sometimes i just automatically click with some people and become my super outgoing self

I have a very low self esteem

I constantly think people are judging me

I don't think I'm good enough

I dont want to grow up.

I've never kissed a boy.

I don't like sharing my feelings but when i do i feel ten times better.

I don't always stand up for myself

ahh I can relate to all of those
(except the boy kissing one. but I only got my first kiss last summer & I felt so nervous but it's really not a big deal)

haha its not that im scared to kiss a boy its just that no one wants to kiss me xD

I can relate to a few of these.
You seem like a really nice girl, Lauren. =]

awe lauren you have to know that you are good enough. if anything you're so much more than just good enough!!

The right time will come my dear. I just made out with a boy this spring, and hated it, but then again I didn't really like him, so I guess thats why. lol but its nothing super big.
But I definitely advise choosing somebody you're in to. It helps. ahha. (:

and I totally get you on the everybody judging you one, I feel that all the time, it come with my constant paranoia.
and

Aww Lauren.
That just makes you a sixteen year old girl. ;]
We are all self-concious and doubtful and feeling as if we're being judged by the world.
But things aren't always as bad as they seem.
You are beautiful and wonderful and you don't have anything to be insecure about.
The right boy will come along and it will be like magic.
I haven't kissed a boy either (except for plays and other drama class-related stuff), and I'm like... a senior now. Ahaha I'm so pathetic. x]
But I'm okay with it.
But yeah. Don't get yourself down. You are your own harshest critic. ;]

amen to what zoe said!
haha(: