IF YOU REALLY KNEW ME
then you would know that...
July 28th
I'm a hopeless romantic. Emphasis on the hopeless.
Fairytales, stories and movies are my life.
A good romance story with a sweet, interesting couple is what I live for.
But I believe that love has its place in this world.
And that place is in fairytales and fiction.
I don't believe it truly exists.
Maybe because I've never seen it for myself.
Maybe because I'm just such a cynic.
But the whole true love thing doesn't fit in my mind.
I believe in infatuation.
I believe in obsession and mistakes.
But as for that one true love? Nah.
BUT I keep a slightly open mind,
and hope that maybe, just maybe that there is someone for everyone.
That's what I tell my friends when they're down.
Because positive thoughts keep us going.
Even if they aren't
So I don't date. I've... never truly been in a relationship.
I've come close. But certain circumstances complicate things.
But a couple years ago, I decided to stay away from the dating scene in high school.
It's messy and feelings get hurt.
So I watch from the sidelines, keep my crushes to myself,
and help my friends out when they have their troubles.
I may not be expirienced, but I'm observant and pretty wise. So I do give good advice.
People say that makes me sort of... shielded.
Some people say that I'm smart.
But I'm just... being me.
Instead of getting hurt from a relationship that I know isn't going to last,
I just... don't.
But if some guy really, truly worthwhile comes along, I'll know.
More to come soon. ;]