if you really knew kelsea.

if you really knew me, you'd know that i'm scared.
scared of snakes, the dark, change, the future, of what others will think, of getting hurt, sharing secrets, making people mad, getting in trouble, trusting someone. a lot of things.

you'd know that i'm really not a quiet person. i'm crazy. i talk about the most random things, and laugh at everything.

you'd know that my friends and i sometimes have the most awkward conversations, but its not awkward for us.

you'd know that i love my church. our drama team and youth group is like family. we fight. we laugh. we have plenty of come to jesus meetings. we spill our hearts to each other. we have a blasttt. i love them.

you'd know that i have more friends that don't go to my school than do.

you'd know that i love cheerleading, but i hate practices.

you'd know that my friends mean the world to me, and so does my family.

you'd know that my very best friend is also my cousin. she is a year and one day younger than me, but i always forget about that year.

you'd know that i'm lazy.

you'd know that my friends call me a nerd, all the time. i love chemistry, and correct their grammar and spelling.

you'd know that i care a whole heck of a lot about my grades. but i hate school.

you'd know that i'm addicted to facebook.

you'd know that i'm not good with words. things usually sound good in my head, but they never seem to sound right when i say them.

you'd know that i like simple things. nothing to elaborate or over the top.

you'd know that, if i could, i'd wear tee shirts everywhere.

you'd know that i'm not very emotional. it takes alot to make me cry. the first time my best friend ever saw me cry was this past summer.

you'd know that i can be very hard to figure out, or to read. i'm good at hiding my emotions.

you'd know that trusting people is extremely hard for me.

you'd know that i can be a complicated person. but that's just me.

I'm with you girl.
Although, I really wish my church's youth group was more active, had more kids my age, because right now, its mainly just a few freshmen/ juniors, that are very annoying.
It's sad.
But 100% agreement on caring so much about grades but hating school. I don't even know what school is going to be like for me though. Being a senior you should know where your classes are, but no, school is under heavy construction, and doesn't look like anybody should be in it for another six months. lol

and agreed on the t-shirts too! Do you have to dress up for like game days, being a cheerleader?
I wanted to wear a T-shirt to a wedding a couple weeks ago, but knew that wasn't proper attire. :/ lol

If you ever need something though, just text me up, I'm always there. (:
Also, has anyone ever told you that you look like Maci from Teen Mom? lol You're both super pretty!

i misss talking to youuu kelsea! ah and i can relate to some of those..
& i love you!
we should talk moreee(:

I love chruch and jesus and god too!

Amber wrote:I'm with you girl.
Although, I really wish my church's youth group was more active, had more kids my age, because right now, its mainly just a few freshmen/ juniors, that are very annoying.
It's sad.
But 100% agreement on caring so much about grades but hating school. I don't even know what school is going to be like for me though. Being a senior you should know where your classes are, but no, school is under heavy construction, and doesn't look like anybody should be in it for another six months. lol

and agreed on the t-shirts too! Do you have to dress up for like game days, being a cheerleader?
I wanted to wear a T-shirt to a wedding a couple weeks ago, but knew that wasn't proper attire. :/ lol

If you ever need something though, just text me up, I'm always there. (:
Also, has anyone ever told you that you look like Maci from Teen Mom? lol You're both super pretty!

awee, that is sad.

how's your senior year going?
it took me forever to reply, so i know you're already in school now. haha.

bahaha, that would've been pretty funny!
but not appropriate. : p

thanks girl, i will! and me too! (:
haha, no. i've never seen that show, lol. but thank you!

erika! wrote:i misss talking to youuu kelsea! ah and i can relate to some of those..
& i love you!
we should talk moreee(:

i miss you too!
and i love you!
and yes we shoulddd! (: