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    If you really knew me... Love, Steph<3

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    Post by Steph<3 Sat Jul 31, 2010 3:19 pm






    If you really knew me....


    If you really knew me, you'd know that I hate being wrong.
    I don't know why, I just hate being wrong. I feel like I
    fail when I'm wrong.

    If you really knew me, you'd know I'm actually not a bitch.
    I'm a nice girl, I really am. I'm just hardened. And I'm
    also uncomfortable around people I don't know.

    If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm very smart.
    Not like, Albert Einstein or anything, but I'm smart.
    Yet I'm very stupid at the same time.

    If you really knew me, you'd know that I love big. I
    open my heart to everyone. And it hurts me a lot, but
    I can't stop the fact that I love big.

    If you really knew me, you'd know that I only have a
    few friends. I might love big, but I don't open up my
    life to many people. I love everyone, but I let very
    few people in, if that makes sense.

    If you really knew me, you'd know that I've been on
    the verge of my breaking point for weeks now. I'm not
    sure what I'll do when I finally break. Nothing too
    stupid, I hope.

    If you really knew me, you'd know I trust a few of you
    more than anyone else in my life. That scares me. I
    wish I could know you all and have you right here in my
    life. Because you aren't, I'm convinced I pissed someone
    in Heaven off, and this is how I'm paying for it.

    If you really knew me, you'd know that I'm still not
    over Ben and Kayla. I try my hardest to forget, but
    every time I see Ben, it's like a giant slap in the
    face.

    If you really knew me, you'd know that I really want to
    hate Ben, but I can't. He's a really great guy who made
    a really big mistake. Sadly, I can't overlook the mistake,
    but I can't overlook how he changed my life either.

    If you really knew me, you'd know that I have big dreams.
    You'd know that I'm the girl that wants to win the Grammy,
    the girl who wants to do something with her life. I just
    don't think I ever will.

    If you really knew me, you'd know that I think life sucks
    balls. But you'd also know that I don't want to give up.
    I have too much going for me to just end it.

    If you really knew me, you'd know that my favorite bible
    verse is John 3:16. I remember doing VBS [vacation bible
    school] as a kid and singing a song about John 3:16. It's
    changed my life.

    If you really knew me, you'd know that I don't have a very
    good relationship with my father. He's been a major influence
    in how I live my life. And he taught me how NOT to treat
    people that you love.

    If you really knew me, you'd know that I have a very low
    tolerance for people that claim how bad their life is.
    Yeah, life sucks. We get that. But you don't need to tell
    me every second of the day when I have my own issues to
    deal with, thank you very much.

    If you really knew me, you'd know that I love to just sit
    down and write music and lyrics. Music affects my day-to-
    day life. Especially Eminem's new song "Not Afraid."

    If you really knew me, you'd know that I have a lot more
    to add to this, but I don't want to make you guys feel
    like you have to listen. You don't, by the way.

    If you really knew me, you'd know that I think you're a
    saint for reading this entire thing. And I love you to
    pieces.




    Love, Stephanie.







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    Post by k.dAisy Sat Jul 31, 2010 3:23 pm

    awhh i can definitely relate you some of these.
    but anyways, guess what?
    you're amazing steph!
    i hope things get better for you, because you deserve them too<3
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    Post by Amber Sat Jul 31, 2010 3:42 pm

    I totally agree with what Daisy said.
    and I think I have heard the John 3:16 song, I believe my cousin came to my grandmas once and was singing it for some of us. It is also one of my very favorites. (:


    and this right here:

    "If you really knew me, you'd know that I have big dreams.
    You'd know that I'm the girl that wants to win the Grammy,
    the girl who wants to do something with her life. I just
    don't think I ever will."


    You don't know how much I can relate here.
    I feel the exact same way.
    of course in different terms, (like I want to be a meteorologist.)
    But same concept I guess. I just dont see myself getting there.

    So girl you are not alone, and I really want you to believe that you can succeed.
    In those hard times, look towards God, He may not respond right away, but he will hear you and listen.

    and I love you too Steph, even though I haven't gotten a true chance to talk to you and get to know you more. (:
    <33

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    Post by amber- Sat Jul 31, 2010 5:20 pm

    Wow, I think this took you a lot to write this and that is so admirable<33
    You're such an incredible person, S, and I really, truly hope you know that. In fact I could write a whole page+343983 about that haha but then you'd tell me to stop. xD
    I love you to pieces right back<33
    ksdljasiodjaslkdjsa. =]
    Oh and Daisy is totally right. You deserve all things good!
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    Post by Steph<3 Sat Jul 31, 2010 6:09 pm

    You three just made my day.
    I'm officially going to enjoy my week because I'll have what you said playing in my head<3
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    Post by erika! Sun Aug 01, 2010 3:55 am

    awhhh i hope things get better for you<3
    im at that breaking point too. maybe something good will happen to us
    and make everything allll better soon(:
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    Post by kel$ey Tue Aug 03, 2010 1:26 am

    I love you, Steph<3
    You are amazing,
    and one of my best friends on here.
    Hell, if we ever do meet, I bet we would be the best of friends.
    I am always here for you, and I love our late night aim chats.
    You are one of the best girls I know.
    I love youuu!
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    Post by Kathy Tue Aug 03, 2010 2:00 am

    i love youu <3
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    Post by LaurenElizabeth Tue Aug 03, 2010 11:45 am

    i can relate a lot to this! especially john 3:16 i loooove that bible verse and i sang it as a kid:) "john 3:16 says that god so loved the world that he gave his only begotten son so that whoever believed in him would not perish but have eterrnaallll liiiiiffee" *singing voice* ahha:)

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