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If you really knew me?
You would know, that I hate being sick, and I wish it would go away.
You would know, that I don't know why my old friends decided to hate me.
You would know, that I have the reputation of a slut, even though I'm not one, AT ALL.
You would know, that I wish I was neck breaking, jaw dropping, beautiful.
You would know that I'm still in love with Justin.
You would know that yes, I did sleep with him. But no that doesn't make me a whore.
You would know that I'm scared, of the past, the present, and the future.
You would know that the only way I get through my life is because of family.
You would know that music is my escape from the world.
You would know I'm a foolish, love stricken teenager.
You would know I'm on depression medication.
You would know i comtemplated suicide, and attempted it aboout 6 monthes ago.
You would know my family thinks im really happy, and now I am. But I've only been happy for the past month.
You would know I try my best with grades so i can get scholarships and become a doctor.
You would know my family struggles with money.
You would know I use to cut myself, and Im scarred because of it.
You would really know me, if you knew those things.
-Abigaiil.
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