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if you really knew me.
you would know my parent are divorced.
they have been for about 3 1/2 years now, but i still get upset over it sometimes.
you would know i tried cutting myself one time,
but i was too much of a scaredy cat to do it again.
the cuts weren't even that deep.
i've never told any of my real life friends that.
you would know i feel like crap when a get anything below an A- on my report card.
my parents don't even care.
but i feel like i have get good grades for some reason.
like i have to be perfect.
i never want anything less than straight A's.
you would know i'm mad that i'm not amazing at anything.
i may be good at some things, like long jump or having a good GPA,
but there's always someone doing better than me.
you would know that i think about the same boy every day of my life
and i would give anything to be with him again
and it tears my heart to pieces knowing we can't be together.
and lastly, you would know i'm jealous of my friends
for getting amazing running times during cross country,
for doing better me on those math tests,
for being prettier than i am.
that is all <3
you would know my parent are divorced.
they have been for about 3 1/2 years now, but i still get upset over it sometimes.
you would know i tried cutting myself one time,
but i was too much of a scaredy cat to do it again.
the cuts weren't even that deep.
i've never told any of my real life friends that.
you would know i feel like crap when a get anything below an A- on my report card.
my parents don't even care.
but i feel like i have get good grades for some reason.
like i have to be perfect.
i never want anything less than straight A's.
you would know i'm mad that i'm not amazing at anything.
i may be good at some things, like long jump or having a good GPA,
but there's always someone doing better than me.
you would know that i think about the same boy every day of my life
and i would give anything to be with him again
and it tears my heart to pieces knowing we can't be together.
and lastly, you would know i'm jealous of my friends
for getting amazing running times during cross country,
for doing better me on those math tests,
for being prettier than i am.
that is all <3
Last edited by lostinasilentballet on Thu Aug 12, 2010 2:17 am; edited 2 times in total
u must be really smart!